Parker Jay

Parker's birthday is coming up and I am feeling so emotional about it!! It is so silly! I truly cried myself to sleep the other night thinking about this past year and how far we have all come. I have tried several times to put into words how I am feeling and I just can't do it. It seems sappy and I just end up erasing it all. It's just, he started out as this little creature that I didn't know anything about. I had control over nothing. I knew nothing. And now, a year later, well, I still have control over nothing, but he is his own little person now. And we just kind of mesh. I remember that night in the hospital feeling like we were this little twosome team unit, a pair - we had forever to figure each other out. The whole thing just blows me away. Here I go being sappy again - and yes I am crying. I'll stop. But don't think you're off the hook you loyal readers! His birthday is Tuesday and there will be more sap to come! Of this I am sure!