Jon is at school. Parker is asleep. The apartment is clean. Laundry is done. I have an idea about dinner tonight. There is nothing that I have to be doing :-) This little moment comes so rarely. What is interesting is that no matter how old I get, how many responsibilities I have, how many "to do's" are on my "to do" list...some things never change. I am sitting on my couch in old jeans and old t shirt eating a snack and watching a Lifetime movie. Which is exactly where you would have found me five years ago on Saturday with nothing to do.